May 2013
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hasnt been a good couple of days but every time i even think of trying to talk about it i shut down and i can’t.. think or breathe
but i think i should try at least so here goes
i don’t remember how long it’s been since i could let go but i know it’s been a couple days at least welcome to the world of anxiety disorders and depression
its been mostly blurry with sharp...
no everything is the worsttttt
why
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hlainel replied to your post: hlainel replied to your photo: hello i made a…
Did you actually cut yourself in the process though……..
uhhh i was gonna be like haha of course not but actually i don’t know. because i found a cut on my hand that night but i don’t think it was from cake making??? i don’t know where it came from.
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hlainel replied to your photo: hello i made a white chocolate and macadamia cake….
HOW DID YOU MAKE IT SO PRETTY
blood sacrifice
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9:00 still no food
the creature slowly slides to the ground hunting for prey but oh no it’s stuck
stuck in despaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiir
will the headache go away once she finds food?
we may never know
omg im so tired and hungry and my head is all achey but we got invited somewhere for dinner and they said they’d call to tell us when to come over but it’s like 8:30 now and i need the food and the comfy pajamas naooooo
normally if i feel like this id just be like pls let me stay home ill eat leftovers and curl up with tv shows and sleep early cause i gotta go to work tomorrow...
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comfort food: gummy bears
what is it about gummy bears
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um if anyones wondering i did a full day of work today without having any nervous breakdowns (whih is actually expected because my anxiety has performance anxiety because i instinctively am weirdly polite and cheerful to People as a defense mechanism which is probably why so many acquaintances tell me they like how happy i am and i stare at them in disbelief and fear but my actual friends have...
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it might be a little pathetic how genuinely grateful i am for these, evne the sarcastic one
im just a little
im
i want to be a functioning human being and i t
like i objectively know all this stuff isn’t a big deal and that’s why i’m so worried thayt i’m so worried about it that i have a headache and that clenching feeling in my chesst like im halfway to a full on...
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I didnt even have to but now i do i got there 4 minutes late because i got lost looking for a bus that doesnt exist apparently and freaked out texted the in charge dude then areived: nobody knew who i was and it was the dudes day off and he was like i said monday to friday but i never said when to start yet but work with the other dude today but then everyone kept going like you.. dont speak...
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holy shit though this week’s person of interest it’s like root and shaw just looked and harold and john respectively and went WOW YOU GUYS ARE DORKS HOW ARE YOU ALIVE HERE’S HOW ITS DONE BOYS bam holy shit shaw pulling her guns out of back holsters made of duct tape im cries at you also hHAHAHA NOPE DONT SHOW ME NATHAN ITS THE WORST ITS SO TRAGIC WHAT A HERO NATHAN INGRAM FOUNDER...
dayerzee replied to your post: wait did i tell you guys two nights ago i had a…
was i there
you wish bro
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wait did i tell you guys two nights ago i had a weird dream where i was in some sort of fantasy boarding school and my best friend/sidekick was a lady dwarf i highly suspected was also a ghost, and then it turns out she betrayed me because i was trying to uncover a ~conspiracy~ within the school she was involved with and i was like GASP i felt GUILTY for suspecting you were hiding something from...
hlainel replied to your post: its a dreary day and i still feel awful and…
yes master, we does!
its a dreary day and i still feel awful and anxious and weirdly paranoid about getting sick because it started raining while i was out without an umbrella yesterday and everything is miserable but i am now in a blanket cocoon with whiskey and pretzels and more sprinkle-laden cookeis this was a great idea good job me i should never leave the comfort of my blanket cocoon it’s so safe and...
i accidentally woke up at 7:40 now i can’t sleep especiallly because the drilling’s started up everything hurts and makes me feel nauseous!! im gonn dieeeeee
nevermind i found a cut on the bottom side of my tongue that’s why it hurts~
how did i.. stab myself there without knowing..?
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i made cookies two days ago but nobody is home so i’ve eaten like two dozen of them just by myself I’M A MONSTER
also my tongue really hurts like i stabbed it but i don’t know how?? there’s a weird bruise-coloured bit on my tongue but it isn’t even where the pain is i’m so confused
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Confirmed: Avengers 2 Script Does Feature... →
Joss Whedon’s favourite brother and sister act have been confirmed.
OH MAH GAWWW WANDA AND QUICKSILVER
EVA GREEN FOR WANDA PLS EVA GREEEEENNNnnnnnnn omg if they’re bringin mutants into the avengers fold DOES THIS MEAN x-men will soon be properly part of the same universe??
I’M
AHH
April 2013
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hlainel replied to your post: when you see an abundance of text posts generally…
You are drifting along in a CALM ocean
CHUNKY SOUP. SOUP WITH CHUNKS IN IT
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another thing that happened just now was i told her i wanted to scan some of the things i’m working on and she said
“you can use the scanner to do that”
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what.. did you think… i was going to use..?
this is like that time this week and also last month and many other times when i told her i’d done x but then i switched to method y because it worked...
when you see an abundance of text posts generally i have noticed it’s because i don’t feel that great but then sometimes when i write a lot i wonder if i’m okay?????
i’m pretty sure i’m not sick but that construction is still going on i can hear the drilling right now yep and between the sleepless nights and stressful-atmosphere of the days i
mom came in just now
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i don’t know if i mentioned this though i was hoping it would go without saying
but in all seriousness i expect to be informed if anyone sees pretty clothes or accessories with nightwing’s logo on it because i want to own them and i don’t
not the red one though blue’s where it’s at dudes i’m still ignoring new52 like the plague which is why i am zero percent...
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EXCUSE ME why did nobody tell me taylor swift is gonna guest star on new girl this season????????????????????
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guys iron man 3 omg i
i don’t want to over-hype it because apparently one of my friends was disappointed by it but apparently pepper being a badass was confusing to him so his opinion doesn’t count. LADIES IN SENSIBLE YET SUPER FLATTERING DRESSES R DA BEST. i’m not sure if it passes the bechdel test, because there was a conversation about science and ethics but it...
a) mike that is cruel
and b) guys i can’t do any of those things, not even rolling in blankets alone because my ankle still hurts and i don’t wanna twist it and/or flail too hard and hit something since my floor is covered in lamps because the normal lights aren’t working and the bed makes scary creaky noises since it’s so old and it’s probably going to collapse...
someone convince me not to stress eat cheese i really want cheese but also i don’t want to be in any more pain what is like cheese that i can eat while feeling sorry for myself but isn’t cheese!! cheese is my addiction, stuff like whiskey and chocolate i really like but i don’t get constant intense cravings for seriously lactose intolerance is so terrible for me because for...
cut my pinky on the sharp teethy bits of the foil dispenser thing, found a bump on my head that hurts when i press it but don’t remember any specific instances of hitting my head in the past couple of days
am genuinely afraid to leave my room now can someone just.. carry me around in a blanket cocoon my skin feels all itchy like i’m waiting for more things to just happen at me i just...
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THIS ISN’T FUNNY ANYMORE I WANT TO STOP BEING THE WAY I AM
add to that april list of broken bowls and cuts
the time last night at dinner i tried to pour a glass of water and the lid came off the jug and water went everywhere and mom sat at the table and sighed and fely asked did you spill the WHOLE jug? yes. the whole thing.
and five minutes ago when i tried to bring an empty glass...
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Watchhellotailor:
apriki:
Thor 2 teaser trailer (HD)
INTO IT. INTO ALL OF IT. EVERY PART OF IT. YES.
im basically dyin here where do i sign up for a year of non-stop marvel everything haha just kidding i’m already signed up SO READY I’M SO READY
